Wednesday, February 25, 2009

When He Holds Me


Listening to the song this morning while praying I was reminded of something I heard a few days ago. A commentary was talking about how when we hold a small child or baby, not only is the child comforted, but so is the one doing the holding. To be rocked in the gentle arms of Jesus is a feeling beyond comparison, but just imagine how He must feel when we choose to linger there! Whenever I have held a baby and they are squirming and not comfortable for what ever reason, I try to comfort them in all the ways I know how. Usually there is a position, or a method of bounching, or something that will calm and quiet the baby! When the baby calms down and snuggles into position and becomes quiet, then I feel such a sense of accomplishment, a feeling of peace, a feeling of being needed, and loved! So today in prayer, after I finished my squirming, and crying and got to a place where I was very calm and quiet, I lingered there, just allowing the Lord to rock me in His arms, and release all my fears and concerns! I was certainly blessed, but I know He was too, I know that I honored him by staying in His arms a little longer than usual because I wanted Him to know I appreciated all He did to get me to that moment! He is my Heavenly Father and there is no greater feeling of love than "When He Holds Me!"

Monday, February 23, 2009

Reflection and Emotion

Just sitting here contemplating on all that has transpired in my life during the last few weeks and feeling somewhat overwhelmed with emotion! I feel excited about some things, blessed on many levels, fearful on one level, happy on another level, and extremely sad on another level... all at the same time... whew! What a bipolar attack of emotions I am having! In it all I can say "God is good, He is faithful, and His mercy is fresh and new every morning!" I am so glad I am a child of God. Many people I have met in the last few weeks cannot say that they are happy to be a child of the parents they came from. Thankfully, I can say I am, and so glad my parents and entire family taught me from birth that I was also a Child of the King who was my Heavenly Father as well! I am so blessed to say that every single person in my family, my in laws and extended family including cousins, aunts, uncles, all know the truth and have been baptized in Jesus' name. That is an unbelievable statement I know, and I am very thankful for it. What if I had never been told? What if I was born into a family who never knew about God or told me of His love for me? What if today I was one of the missing? I realize how extremely blessed I am today that I have never experienced living where my world was only sinful. I have no clue about a world controlled by sinful lusts... but I pray, God don't let my blessing become my curse. Don't let me be blind to the life that others lead, not by their own choices, but because of choices others made for them. Let my blessed life lead me to others and show them that they can change their course, that they too can experience this blessed and protected life that I have been given. God help me be so grateful that I can do nothing less than be a light to show some hurting man or woman this wonderful protected life and how to obtain it for themselves. Lead me to someone I can lead to you. Thank you God for my life and for placing me with the family you chose for me. Let me never forget how very blessed I am. And may my life be a constant voice of worship unto you for all that you have done for me.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Yes... He did it again!

...as of Tuesday at noon New Life received an invitation to adopt a second Apartment complex with an additional 252 Units and approximately 500-600 souls. WOW! God is so much more than we can even think or imagine. Our guys are out working the complexes today! Can't wait till church tonight.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

OH.... MY......GOODNESS

LOOK WHAT THE LORD HAS DONE!
Bro. Ken Cook preached Sunday night a message titled "What If God Does?".
Wednesday afternoon several of our men along with Bro. Cook went on Outreach to an Apartment Complex we had been working on for three years to get a foot in the door! We had a few "StreetWorks" events, but then another church came in and we didn't get the results we'd hoped for. Our StreetWorks Director Bro. Paul Villarreal walked in the door and the other guys stayed in the Van to pray!
So here is what happened... Paul walks in and asks for the contact lady he was acquainted with by name. The receptionist said ... Go on back she is in her office. He walks in and she is on the phone... Her mouth drops open and she motions him to come in. She hangs up quickly and says... "You come here guy and give me a hug! I was just going to call you! The other church dropped the ball and we want you guys back!"
and..... then went on to open the door to the following:
She took him in and showed him a room we could have for Bible Studies or what ever event we wanted to hold there.
She requested Prayer Warriors to walk the grounds and pray anytime we feel like it!
She requested Weekly Bible Studies from our team for:
Youth
Girls Etiquette Classes
Boys on how to treat a Lady
Stay at Home Moms
Elderly
Once a month StreetWorks!
She offered to make the fliers herself if we would pass them out every week!
She wants us to do Birthday Friday once a month for all the tenants!
She said "I am giving you this Apartment Complex and telling the tenants you are our church!" 289 Units! 1500 people live there!
...there is more...
She said she had been bragging about New Life to other Apartment Managers and they are wanting to get in contact with us.
The Apartments are owned by a Corporation who has 39 other Complexes throughout the Metroplex and they are going to be calling us for the same things!

Tuesday night the Lord spoke to us through Tongues and Interpretation saying He had heard our request and had seen our heart and would give us all we asked for if we were willing to do the work!
What if God Does?... The doors were already opened before we even got there! GOD DID!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

The Prayer Room/The Uncommon Room

Something has been bothering me for some time about the Prayer Room, and I have finally figured out what it is. It has become common to us. In our church the actual location of our Prayer Room is conducive to Passer By's! You must enter it to go to any area of the back of the church so our youth and children and the staff of these departments must pass through it many times a week. It seems it has also become a place for the lost and found items in the church. We have used it as overflow for events, which is sometimes a necessity; it is used for Quizzing, for Meetings, and alas has even been used for storage when getting ready for a garage sale. It is used as a place to hold bake sales out of necessity, and various other distributions. One Sunday evening my husband and I came early to pray and there were clothes hung all around on the pictures and walls, because some of our people had stayed all day at the church and had to change for the evening service. Don't get me wrong I understand that because of lack of room and completely out of necessity many times this just has to be a multi-functional room. Keeping that in mind...
The particular Sunday we came at 4 to pray, we had just come back from our Leadership Retreat where our evangelist Rev. Ken Cook had spoken to us about "Leaving Common Behind". He talked about Joseph who made an uncommon decision to embrace the Promise. He talked of how we have to step into uncommon places for God to do uncommon things through us. It was one of the more impactful messages of my life. Thus the reason for us being in the Prayer Room at 4 on a Sunday afternoon. As we began to pray I was walking and I began to see all that was going on in that room while I was praying. It was such a common place. Nothing special about it. I began to weep as I realized my prayer life had gotten just like that room. It was something I did because I knew I should, or because I needed direction from God, but it had become very much common. I listened to myself as I prayed the same words I had spoken over and over, and I realized I had gotten it down to a T! The "Hallelujah's" were perfectly placed, the "I Praise You's" came rolling out of my mouth, and the "I Love You's" were something that filled space as I thought of what to say next. I became so convicted and sorrowful for what I had allowed that for a time I was just silent. I have now begun to force myself to remember how I prayed when I first received the Holy Ghost, how much thought and meaning I put into the "I Love You's" and the worship from my HEART that went into the "Hallelujah's"! I have dropped many of my habit phrases, and begun to pray an uncommon prayer once again. And oh how I have found Christ to be near to me. So sweet and precious, full of mercy and flowing in and through me into others. I have begun to see others with a spiritual eye, to be once again sensitive to their needs, in short... I feel free of the chains of common, once again. Thank You God for waking me up from my common ground and pushing me into an uncommon, uncharted place with you.
May our Prayer Rooms be filled with such a hallowed presence of the Lord, may our heart be overflowing with a reverence for that room. May we adore walking through the doors, may we enter it first thing when we come to church and linger long. May worship service start in the Prayer Room and may it "Overflow" into the hearts of all who attend each service. May we love that "ROOM" like never before!
I am calling on our Leaders to visit the "Uncommon Room" before every service, and linger long. It is there that Uncommon Revival and Evangelism begins! May it never be treated common again.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

More.

A thought has been running back and forth around my mind all day which I am sharing right now in the hopes that others will be inspired as well. We sing the song.. "All I ask you Lord,... is for MORE!" More of your spirit, more of your power.....etc... I love this song and it is one of my prayers, but as I have been praying and singing it the last few days it seems that the Lord is looking down on me saying....If you will give me MORE.. I will give you MORE! We must do more for the Kingdom. We get so busy doing the things of the "church" that we overlook the things of God! His heart is opened when we do MORE for Others. It is Others that we must reach out to, but it is not enough that we reach out... we must touch them, and allow the spirit to change them. I feel God calling me to do MORE, and my flesh looks up and says ... MORE??? While in my spirit I shake my head yes and say "Yes, More"! May more of your spirit flow through me to others so that I can do MORE for to reach the Lost! In order for more of His spirit to flow through me ... I must pray MORE... Read His Word more. Last night we had a party for Shelly and our Outreach Director was there. He cannot sit long without talking about doing MORE! As I watched His excitement for souls he literally sat up on the edge of his seat at PF Chang and His eyes flashed with excitement as he began to share things that God had quickened within Him. He is wanting to do More... and that excitement was spread to everyone at the table... I could feel us as a group... thinking... we can do MORE! Then later on that night at home we were sharing events of the Leadership Retreat with Josh and he began to tell us of a Bible Study he had participated in last week with 6 homeless men.. Again I watched as He sat up on the edge of his seat and His eyes began to flash with excitement. I can see that God is calling the younger generation of ministers into a place not yet journeyed, into a place where they are willing to do the uncommon things, a place where the flesh is denied and the spirit takes over. A place of giving MORE! And I am so excited to be right in the middle of that journey. so.. MORE LORD we give you more of our time, Lord more of our worship, more of our commitment to reach out and touch and change lost, weary hungry people who are looking for a friend to show them a better way to live life. We will do MORE... to reach them with the Good News! We give you more Lord so that you can change MORE lives!